A moment when you felt sad and alone, a moment where you need that certain someone but you cant, a moment which you wanna share it with that certain someone but you couldn't, a moment where all moments was suppose to be with that certain someone but hthat certain someone was no where near you. Maybe that's where i come in, that's the moment, the right moment i came in and thought you are mine, but to you i was just a mere puppet, a display in your heart as that certain someone was nowhere till it came back. Yes, that certain someone came back, or maybe its you who came back but didn't realise it? You had caught his attention once again and you leave me hanging in front of this cuboid shape object which produces light, in front of a board that can be press loads of times and loads of keys to press, while you were busy doing something to make him proud or being happy with you. And there i was waiting infront of an object that could be click and move and has the name of an animal, infront of numbers of cube shape object that produces sound but the part that hurt most is that you leave me, to make someone else happy when im rght in front of you waiting to read and waiting for YOU. Could i be that certain someone? where i dont have to wait nor care, while having someone doing something to make me happy and make me fall in love. I guess the ironi part is, i can't. Im just not good enough and haven't deserve that kind of goodness. Im a man, that wont be appreciated and a man who wish to be a somebody to anybody. That's all i wish. Keep on dreaming i will, as time never last as long as we thought. fuck all war.
imanxxx
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