Thursday, October 16, 2008

Felt bad,

Im not much of a boyfriend lately )): I suck at it i guess, and for that im truly sorry sayang.

I know baby, you have been so lonely and text everyone else but me ): Im sorry okay, it saddens me that i couldn't keep in touch with you oftenly and it saddens me the most when i make you feel sad because of me not being there at all. ARRGGHHH, this whole week is a mess for me. Studying is what i do most of the time, neglecting you lagi, oh sayang im sorry tauuu. I sumpah didn't mean to buat all those things )': Being in this kind of situation makes me feel that im losing you although you told me love me everytime we talked. Sayang, you're my world and i won't let you go. Im sorry i call you at $am in the morning nowadays, its the only private and silent time i have andddd im sorry for making you be alone. If there's anything i could do about it, i would sayangg. You know i would and i gave my vry best to make it happen kn baby? Ohh mia, how i wish all of this ends soon because i miss you like crazy, even more than words can say. I miss you like crazy, every minute of everyday. I love you, i love you, i love youuu and and anddd being with you biarpun ia hanya sejenak, biarpun ia hanya sesaat, biarpun ia hanya sedetik, ia amat bermakna dan penuh dengan harapan bahawa kita tidak akan berhenti di situ. Sayang, kaulah permata hati, jantung hati dan buah hatiku, dan jika tidak kerana kau, aku tidak akan berdiri dan berazam dengan sepenuh hati setiap hari. Terima kasih Mia Ismail, for you are truly the only one who understands and knows me better(:
I sayang you,
I cinta you,
I suka you,
I nak you,
IMANS.
muah(:

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